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Saturday, April 9, 2011, 8:00 PM
Been having terrible stomach pain. It's almost unbearable... and annoying. Don't know what's wrong with me but I think I'll have to go see the doctor soon.
Everything's going wrong. Can't seem to find any energy because I just don't feel like eating anything. And when my stomach hurts, I can't tell if I'm hungry or if it's because of some kind of gastric problem. Trying to finish my drawing but I just can't find the motivation to continue. It's taking really long... already been about 3 days, I think? Can't find anything to do!! And now, school's going to start soon. One more week. I wonder who's in my class? Hopefully, everyone's nice and nobody has to go start some drama. I don't care if they're being fake nice, as long as they're nice. Still need to clean up my room and go for some religious stuff. Sometimes I wanna just disappear and then I won't have to face all kinds of rubbish and all sorts of stupid people. I'll be lonely, maybe. But it's nothing a pet can't fix. Well, except for a fish. They're cute and kinda dumb-looking but just un-cuddle-able. Oh God. Everytime I breathe, it hurts. Just shoot me now, please. |